It’s been a hard days night…

March 24, 2006

My fifth day of work completed. I was going to go out to dinner and go dancing, but was too tired for either. Will I be able to make it through and to my many planned activities tomorrow? We’ll see. Last night I choked back sobs: my monthly existential angst strikes again. It is really weird to be basically afflicted with what seems like the symptoms as a mental illness for one day a month. I felt glum in the afternoon, but by the evening, I felt like my life was meaningless and I ached with grief and despair. And then (to be just as gross as I can, sorry everyone,) I start bleeding and I’m fine. It’s very strange.

Last night a friend came over and distracted me with his smelly farts and his gross cleanex. I had been crying and talking when I realized I had better just stop and go the distraction route. Everything is better with a friend, even if they are smelly.

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2 Responses to “It’s been a hard days night…”

  1. Laura Moncur Says:

    Sorry I couldn’t be there to cheer you up…

  2. Braidwood Says:

    Thanks, Laura! It’s just my regularly reoccurring existential angst. I feel better now. 🙂


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